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nemo point of true love im in
are you hoping? dont worry, it'll pass
the arrows of love, when they see me they quickly spin
relationships, thin ropes that are made of glass
love cant enter beneath my skin

one must know the balance, just waiting and always being afraid
or walking bravely and being betrayed
but i am trying to find a way to fly

i was put on the dusty shelves of the people i gave everything
i was deceived by everyone i valued
something appealing when it was brand new, a plaything
when you got bored, you threw into the corner and devalued

the dust on me screams my wretchedness to me, im decaying
this soul only wanders in lonely corridors, a safe place to be
sound of my steps on its floor, dismaying
from its walls my loneliness echoes back to me
coming to my senses, remembering i am here to be abandoned
true love was a fantasy

the wind does not hit my face but passes through me, ignoring my existence
i'm fading away before the world knows im melting
you can't sweep a hiding soul away on your breeze, distance became my resistance
the possibility of acceptance, im denying

being too tight is good
until even happiness cant enter from armor of your soul